Doing...
Feeling : sexy
Eating : crab
Doing : biting nails
Watching : laptop screen
Listening to : my own voice tralala~~
I am ME
oh well, so the one pouting cute with big eyes, white skin and dolly looks is me xD
tough, am i praising myself to much ? lets start from the usual thing, mah name..eleen..well is not mah real name doe >.> but who cares, just who use real name on the internet?i ever saw someone name shit in the internet, do you think he is using his real name xD ok ok, lets straight to the point, so i am 16 year old, who love games,make-up and hoping to be kidnaped by digimon world as the chosen kids
errghh..these is secret between you and me okays~? when i was 12, i'm always very happy when its raining and theres lightning, because i hope at that time, some ninja from naruto world will come and bring me to konohoa, as a chosen someone..you know..like those anime >.>...hahahaha i know its sound crazy, but i'm always hope i will be the chosen one xD..so..so..i'm babbling again tough (=_=") i'm a big fan of yaoi and you can proudly call me a crazy pervert yaoi fangirl...(*__*) other than that, what else about me...hmm...looks, yesh,yosh..i'm the type who care about looks..i won't go out without make-up, event a layer of foundation is enough for me to look barbie..so yeah, make-up is my twin. about boyfriend, i dun really care to have one..just like i said, i'm the type who care a lot about looks, and i dun think, such a guy exist for me..just what type of guy i'm looking for? i'm looking for anime type...go sit infront of your laptop, insert fruit basket vcd in your laptop cd player, click play, skip to the part where there is a sexy looking, perfect, handsome prince exist in front of you own naked eye...and he is yuki..i'm looking for the one who is like him..perfect! and my another babies, is sora from kingdom of heart..errghh future husband is hard to choose xD but i dun really care for guys, and i dun ever care if i never married, maybe i can adopt a child, and build such happy-rich of own life living with maids, kitties, and my adopted child xD and now, stop talking about boy, i'm want to talk about ambition, hear these guys, my first real sexy sweaty ambition is to become a singer/actress..but yeah these kind of things rely on luck...before my real luck came, i decided to become an architect maybe..before these i think..arggghh bussinesswoman, no one gonna hold me from become a bussinesswoman, but after interviewing a few of person that i know who gets 'real bad' spm result,i ask : hey what course do you take in university? and she answered, are you talking about shit, of course i take bussiness...and i was like 'gulp' even 1a's,2a's can take bussiness? is these course such a low thingy which everyone can get into..i feel stupid if i take bussiness, so i change..i'm your future architect baybies~ my dream is to go to japan, or maybe live there and to travel around the world
in 80 days i just want to see the world..if i rely on my family, i won't go around the world forever. yesh i have go to several countries, but nah, i want to visit all countries in the world except the one having the never-end-war. now now, thanks for reading, i hope you enjoy reading about me, a japan girl wannabe xD
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Have you ever listening to these song, ruhil amani - kawan
Kawan... apa erti sayang
Jika hati tak senang
Kawan... apa erti kasih
Jika kau tersalah pilih
Apakah ertinya ini
Mengganggu akal dan hati
Lupakan saja, lupakan diriku
Kita di bangku sekolah lagi...
when i was listening to these song, it reminds me of myself. i was thinking about me and my bf...like the lyrics say...what is the meaning of 'friends'? if he always make me unhappy...what is the meaning of 'friends'? if we choose the wrong one...
yes, my 'problem' really affect my life somehow..i was thinking of forgetting everything and start a new fresh life. love can't promise anything to your life. plusplus i'm still in school..i need to focus on study just like he do...but i can divide my time equally between study and love but i dun think he can....or maybe he can but not with me. love can't be forced, i admit that. hmm...when i'm still a kid, i never think that my life will lead to these...2010 is such an extreme years for me...i want my old life back..i never want to involve in these love matter...it tears my heart, and it kills me from inside day by day....
i miss my dear friends
its just too hard to describe in words how much i love them. its was so hard living without them. i feel alone yet so sad. i don't know why god separated us apart when we have already tie a really strong relationship between us. i love them ! i love them ! i love them ! i just don't want these to happen. only two years more? two years is such a long time. if we are still in the same school and class for these two year more, there is still a lot of things we can do together. now, i only live with the memory of my friends. we got the same result, but somehow..god do separate us apart. maybe because we love mengumpat and sharing-sharing crita yaoi...but thats what makcik2x rewang being here for. and now, and now, and now...i soooo miss their jokes, their voice and their laugh. easy to say, i miss everything about them. many of us takes lk in form 4, i really hope we can still be together-gether in university like we do in form 3...and one more things, now..my mother allowed me to leave these school, sbp sains muar on Jun..but i was still thinking about it. i love my boyfriends but at the same time i soooo miss my friends. its a very hard decisions to make.....
malas is a killer
harini dah masuk hari khamis, keje skola satu pun x buat. bajet je konon-knon nak study mse cuti. bole bla. tido dan tido dan tido dan makan bila perlu. tak tau lagi macam mana nak mengatasi masalah malas yg melampau-lampau. alangkan bukak internet pun bole tetido depan laptop, lagikan bukak buku. so naik skola nnt terus peksa yg amat seksa dan menyeksanya. resultnya of course macam neraka tapi buat je la muka selamber..nak buat camner kan..dah blaja x bole masyuk...haha
how stressful to become me
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everything start as i went to sbp. i hate it so much that i can't study. everything here affect my life. the thing i hate the most here is riadah. you know i hate sports, because sport kill me. i dun even understand a single thing the teacher is teaching here, and i dun have time to do revision. its gonna effect my result of coz. i dunno how bad my result gonna be these time. i'm ammune with bad result but this time is diff, because i am in sbp..and the principle of this school is my father friends. anything that i do will get straight to my father. and here, i fall in love with irfan. that i dun want to. i scared, these type of things also gonna effect my result. but yah, love come without notice xD homework, homework and homework...i still didn't do any of my hwk, i'm so stress, that i just sleep and eat and sleep and eat the whole day.
mrsm
congratz to all my friends who get mrsm (=^･･^)ﾉ Congratulations!! especially dayah~~!! congratz again..but i dunno who else got mrsm offer because i can't check it for myself, it asking for ic number >.> if they're asking for nombor giliran pmr, sure i can check =_=" ok ok, watever it is..congrazt again and again..nasihat dari orang kurang penting : korang pergilah kalau dpt, sng nak g oversea nanti...^_^
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one day to go
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one day left, before i'm going to new school..sbp sains muar..not very excited actually (￣(ｴ)￣)y-ﾟﾟﾟ its not my first time being in new school, i've change school about 4 times already, so i kinda 'okays' with these situation but what make it not 'okays' is....!!!
last time, when i got to change school, i'm still be living at home, but now i'll be leaving my home ヾ(ﾟﾛﾟ)/ which i love soooo much..(●￣(ｴ)￣●) and i'll be leaving my friends that have been together-gether with me for about 3 years..
yah but what past is past, we have to face the future...i'm not very sure about my spm, since first i learn those new subjects, i started to hate chemistry...add math is fine because of the teachers..if she is not the one who teaching, i thought it gonna be bored too..others..ermm..biology sucks..but gladly i got no biology here
＼(=^‥^)/ i think biology suits the one who wants to become doctors..not me of course xD physics kinda okays to me...but the karangan bm and bi makes me criesss...it got to be about 500 words equal to 3 page of test pad..grr..if bm..i still can write watever in my mind..but bi..i'm die man...~~peace (=￣ω￣=)ﾉ〇
prosocuter godot
godotwell, fall in love with anime is a usual things for me...and now, i'm really madly falling for prosocuter godot, or his another name is diego armando
diego armandowell i just thing that he is too cool for a game character xD maybe i'm crazy, and yes i am..i am crazy about prosocuter godot *q*
*WARNING FOR KIDS, DUN PLAY TOO MUCH GAMES OR YOU WILL END UP FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE CHARACTERS*
oh and some picture of me wouldn't hurt :
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i'm too lazy to edit da picture, so you can clearly see the pimple on my face..oh my
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oh well, so the one pouting cute with big eyes, white skin and dolly looks is me xD
tough, am i praising myself to much ? lets start from the usual thing, mah name..eleen..well is not mah real name doe >.> but who cares, just who use real name on the internet?i ever saw someone name shit in the internet, do you think he is using his real name xD ok ok, lets straight to the point, so i am 16 year old, who love games,make-up and hoping to be kidnaped by digimon world as the chosen kids
errghh..these is secret between you and me okays~? when i was 12, i'm always very happy when its raining and theres lightning, because i hope at that time, some ninja from naruto world will come and bring me to konohoa, as a chosen someone..you know..like those anime >.>...hahahaha i know its sound crazy, but i'm always hope i will be the chosen one xD..so..so..i'm babbling again tough (=_=") i'm a big fan of yaoi and you can proudly call me a crazy pervert yaoi fangirl...(*__*) other than that, what else about me...hmm...looks, yesh,yosh..i'm the type who care about looks..i won't go out without make-up, event a layer of foundation is enough for me to look barbie..so yeah, make-up is my twin. about boyfriend, i dun really care to have one..just like i said, i'm the type who care a lot about looks, and i dun think, such a guy exist for me..just what type of guy i'm looking for? i'm looking for anime type...go sit infront of your laptop, insert fruit basket vcd in your laptop cd player, click play, skip to the part where there is a sexy looking, perfect, handsome prince exist in front of you own naked eye...and he is yuki..i'm looking for the one who is like him..perfect! and my another babies, is sora from kingdom of heart..errghh future husband is hard to choose xD but i dun really care for guys, and i dun ever care if i never married, maybe i can adopt a child, and build such happy-rich of own life living with maids, kitties, and my adopted child xD and now, stop talking about boy, i'm want to talk about ambition, hear these guys, my first real sexy sweaty ambition is to become a singer/actress..but yeah these kind of things rely on luck...before my real luck came, i decided to become an architect maybe..before these i think..arggghh bussinesswoman, no one gonna hold me from become a bussinesswoman, but after interviewing a few of person that i know who gets 'real bad' spm result,i ask : hey what course do you take in university? and she answered, are you talking about shit, of course i take bussiness...and i was like 'gulp' even 1a's,2a's can take bussiness? is these course such a low thingy which everyone can get into..i feel stupid if i take bussiness, so i change..i'm your future architect baybies~ my dream is to go to japan, or maybe live there and to travel around the world
in 80 days i just want to see the world..if i rely on my family, i won't go around the world forever. yesh i have go to several countries, but nah, i want to visit all countries in the world except the one having the never-end-war. now now, thanks for reading, i hope you enjoy reading about me, a japan girl wannabe xD
Boyfriend
Have you ever listening to these song, ruhil amani - kawan
Kawan... apa erti sayang
Jika hati tak senang
Kawan... apa erti kasih
Jika kau tersalah pilih
Apakah ertinya ini
Mengganggu akal dan hati
Lupakan saja, lupakan diriku
Kita di bangku sekolah lagi...
when i was listening to these song, it reminds me of myself. i was thinking about me and my bf...like the lyrics say...what is the meaning of 'friends'? if he always make me unhappy...what is the meaning of 'friends'? if we choose the wrong one...
yes, my 'problem' really affect my life somehow..i was thinking of forgetting everything and start a new fresh life. love can't promise anything to your life. plusplus i'm still in school..i need to focus on study just like he do...but i can divide my time equally between study and love but i dun think he can....or maybe he can but not with me. love can't be forced, i admit that. hmm...when i'm still a kid, i never think that my life will lead to these...2010 is such an extreme years for me...i want my old life back..i never want to involve in these love matter...it tears my heart, and it kills me from inside day by day....
i miss my dear friends
its just too hard to describe in words how much i love them. its was so hard living without them. i feel alone yet so sad. i don't know why god separated us apart when we have already tie a really strong relationship between us. i love them ! i love them ! i love them ! i just don't want these to happen. only two years more? two years is such a long time. if we are still in the same school and class for these two year more, there is still a lot of things we can do together. now, i only live with the memory of my friends. we got the same result, but somehow..god do separate us apart. maybe because we love mengumpat and sharing-sharing crita yaoi...but thats what makcik2x rewang being here for. and now, and now, and now...i soooo miss their jokes, their voice and their laugh. easy to say, i miss everything about them. many of us takes lk in form 4, i really hope we can still be together-gether in university like we do in form 3...and one more things, now..my mother allowed me to leave these school, sbp sains muar on Jun..but i was still thinking about it. i love my boyfriends but at the same time i soooo miss my friends. its a very hard decisions to make.....
malas is a killer
harini dah masuk hari khamis, keje skola satu pun x buat. bajet je konon-knon nak study mse cuti. bole bla. tido dan tido dan tido dan makan bila perlu. tak tau lagi macam mana nak mengatasi masalah malas yg melampau-lampau. alangkan bukak internet pun bole tetido depan laptop, lagikan bukak buku. so naik skola nnt terus peksa yg amat seksa dan menyeksanya. resultnya of course macam neraka tapi buat je la muka selamber..nak buat camner kan..dah blaja x bole masyuk...haha
how stressful to become me
everything start as i went to sbp. i hate it so much that i can't study. everything here affect my life. the thing i hate the most here is riadah. you know i hate sports, because sport kill me. i dun even understand a single thing the teacher is teaching here, and i dun have time to do revision. its gonna effect my result of coz. i dunno how bad my result gonna be these time. i'm ammune with bad result but this time is diff, because i am in sbp..and the principle of this school is my father friends. anything that i do will get straight to my father. and here, i fall in love with irfan. that i dun want to. i scared, these type of things also gonna effect my result. but yah, love come without notice xD homework, homework and homework...i still didn't do any of my hwk, i'm so stress, that i just sleep and eat and sleep and eat the whole day.
mrsm
congratz to all my friends who get mrsm (=^･･^)ﾉ Congratulations!! especially dayah~~!! congratz again..but i dunno who else got mrsm offer because i can't check it for myself, it asking for ic number >.> if they're asking for nombor giliran pmr, sure i can check =_=" ok ok, watever it is..congrazt again and again..nasihat dari orang kurang penting : korang pergilah kalau dpt, sng nak g oversea nanti...^_^
one day to go
one day left, before i'm going to new school..sbp sains muar..not very excited actually (￣(ｴ)￣)y-ﾟﾟﾟ its not my first time being in new school, i've change school about 4 times already, so i kinda 'okays' with these situation but what make it not 'okays' is....!!!
last time, when i got to change school, i'm still be living at home, but now i'll be leaving my home ヾ(ﾟﾛﾟ)/ which i love soooo much..(●￣(ｴ)￣●) and i'll be leaving my friends that have been together-gether with me for about 3 years..
yah but what past is past, we have to face the future...i'm not very sure about my spm, since first i learn those new subjects, i started to hate chemistry...add math is fine because of the teachers..if she is not the one who teaching, i thought it gonna be bored too..others..ermm..biology sucks..but gladly i got no biology here
＼(=^‥^)/ i think biology suits the one who wants to become doctors..not me of course xD physics kinda okays to me...but the karangan bm and bi makes me criesss...it got to be about 500 words equal to 3 page of test pad..grr..if bm..i still can write watever in my mind..but bi..i'm die man...~~peace (=￣ω￣=)ﾉ〇
prosocuter godot
godotwell, fall in love with anime is a usual things for me...and now, i'm really madly falling for prosocuter godot, or his another name is diego armando
diego armandowell i just thing that he is too cool for a game character xD maybe i'm crazy, and yes i am..i am crazy about prosocuter godot *q*
*WARNING FOR KIDS, DUN PLAY TOO MUCH GAMES OR YOU WILL END UP FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE CHARACTERS*
oh and some picture of me wouldn't hurt :
i'm too lazy to edit da picture, so you can clearly see the pimple on my face..oh my
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