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oh well, so the one pouting cute with big eyes, white skin and dolly looks is me xD tough, am i praising myself to much ? lets start from the usual thing, mah name..eleen..well is not mah real name doe >.> but who cares, just who use real name on the internet?i ever saw someone name shit in the internet, do you think he is using his real name xD ok ok, lets straight to the point, so i am 16 year old, who love games,make-up and hoping to be kidnaped by digimon world as the chosen kids errghh..these is secret between you and me okays~? when i was 12, i'm always very happy when its raining and theres lightning, because i hope at that time, some ninja from naruto world will come and bring me to konohoa, as a chosen someone..you know..like those anime >.>...hahahaha i know its sound crazy, but i'm always hope i will be the chosen one xD..so..so..i'm babbling again tough (=_=") i'm a big fan of yaoi and you can proudly call me a crazy pervert yaoi fangirl...(*__*) other than that, what else about me...hmm...looks, yesh,yosh..i'm the type who care about looks..i won't go out without make-up, event a layer of foundation is enough for me to look barbie..so yeah, make-up is my twin. about boyfriend, i dun really care to have one..just like i said, i'm the type who care a lot about looks, and i dun think, such a guy exist for me..just what type of guy i'm looking for? i'm looking for anime type...go sit infront of your laptop, insert fruit basket vcd in your laptop cd player, click play, skip to the part where there is a sexy looking, perfect, handsome prince exist in front of you own naked eye...and he is yuki..i'm looking for the one who is like him..perfect! and my another babies, is sora from kingdom of heart..errghh future husband is hard to choose xD but i dun really care for guys, and i dun ever care if i never married, maybe i can adopt a child, and build such happy-rich of own life living with maids, kitties, and my adopted child xD and now, stop talking about boy, i'm want to talk about ambition, hear these guys, my first real sexy sweaty ambition is to become a singer/actress..but yeah these kind of things rely on luck...before my real luck came, i decided to become an architect maybe..before these i think..arggghh bussinesswoman, no one gonna hold me from become a bussinesswoman, but after interviewing a few of person that i know who gets 'real bad' spm result,i ask : hey what course do you take in university? and she answered, are you talking about shit, of course i take bussiness...and i was like 'gulp' even 1a's,2a's can take bussiness? is these course such a low thingy which everyone can get into..i feel stupid if i take bussiness, so i change..i'm your future architect baybies~ my dream is to go to japan, or maybe live there and to travel around the world in 80 days i just want to see the world..if i rely on my family, i won't go around the world forever. yesh i have go to several countries, but nah, i want to visit all countries in the world except the one having the never-end-war. now now, thanks for reading, i hope you enjoy reading about me, a japan girl wannabe xD

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Written at Friday, April 23, 2010 | back to top

Have you ever listening to these song, ruhil amani - kawan

Kawan... apa erti sayang
Jika hati tak senang
Kawan... apa erti kasih
Jika kau tersalah pilih



Apakah ertinya ini
Mengganggu akal dan hati
Lupakan saja, lupakan diriku
Kita di bangku sekolah lagi...





when i was listening to these song, it reminds me of myself. i was thinking about me and my bf...like the lyrics say...what is the meaning of 'friends'? if he always make me unhappy...what is the meaning of 'friends'? if we choose the wrong one...
yes, my 'problem' really affect my life somehow..i was thinking of forgetting everything and start a new fresh life. love can't promise anything to your life. plusplus i'm still in school..i need to focus on study just like he do...but i can divide my time equally between study and love but i dun think he can....or maybe he can but not with me. love can't be forced, i admit that. hmm...when i'm still a kid, i never think that my life will lead to these...2010 is such an extreme years for me...i want my old life back..i never want to involve in these love matter...it tears my heart, and it kills me from inside day by day....